Wednesday, August 31, 2005

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I have to address you because I cannot let you think what you did was OK. I really do not appreciate you calling my best friend just because you know she would tell me everything you said. Its not like y'all are friends and its not like you call her EVER. Thats so very high school and I thought we were beyond that.

I thank God that you did not call me because what I have to say to you is not very Christ like and I'm trying to get my life together. I would appreciate if you didn't act like you care about me because you don't. It's taking a lot of restraint not to say some things that would bring out the worst of me.

That last entry I wrote with you in it was not about you, it was about me. But if you want some of this you can get some. I didn't write half of what I thought about you and I'm trying to keep the bitterness to a minimum here.

I guess its better you called Tiffani instead of me because it only made me glad I no longer have to deal with you. It validated the reason why I didn't trust you. I did see the potential in you and you let me down. I have no sympathy for you. Whatever you are going through is for a reason. Deal.

I don't want you to call me . I don't really want you to call Tiffani if I have to hear about it, but I can't control that. I hope I can get to the point where I can be civil to you, but I'm not there yet because you continue to do stuff to piss me off. I will pray for you and me because I see no hope for you now, but I hope you do.

3 comments:

  1. On the real if u have somethin 2 say to me how about u do somethin new 4 once and SAY IT TO ME. i didnt call tiffani, she called me and we talked, so get ur information straight. As for anything else ud like 2 say address it 2 me cuz we need 2 handle this and dead it cuz i had no problems wit u until u started throwin mud on my name, u dont know have the truth u THINK u do, so find out 4 once instead of jumping 2 conclusions....

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  2. Whatever I do know, its because of what YOU told tiff. If I only know HALF the truth, I don't think I want to know the rest. It wouldn't make a difference anyway. It doesn't matter who called who, its what was said. We can dead it right now. I've said everything I wanted to say.

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  3. Seeing how i didnt say nething bad about u and i told her things u ALREADY knew and some things u didnt i dont see why u trippin, i didnt say nethin negative or bad and i didnt do nethign wrong. Hopeless? far from it. This bein dead, not really cuz its clear that u have some things confused or wrong in ur head and i dont like people thinkin the wrong things about me. Trust me? i never gave u a reason not 2, i know exactly what i told tiff and she must have changed the story cuz nothin i told her could have made u mad except 4 the fact that i said u were childish and immature, which u are proving with ur OWN post...

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